Sunday 14 January 2018

Cramping my thoughts together , AE is coming in just a few days for me. Looking at the patch notes that its out , i knew i gotta i have one of the harder years again. As much as it looks like ibuki got nerf really bad , i wasnt too upset about the it as ibuki had a great year for 2017. However , this year will be alot more challenging due to all other char buff , and the rest of the character being stronger. I had thoughts of going back to try using fang , but i dont really think its my style. Lets leave this thought for later ..

Next few trips coming up i have to go malaysia for some fliming, and then EVO japan , and a whole lot of events including chinese new year that i probably wouldnt be able to pull myself away from. I had resolution for this year to be a way healthier person , i wanna wake up earlier and make full use of all the time. I guess i will put quit smoking for the last 1 , as there is alot more obstacle for me to get pass yet. With so much obstacle coming on this year , i start to think what would be the most efficient way to train? If you ever have doubt about yourself , or worry what character you wanna pick or worry that you cant do well. Dont worry because Xian is on the same page as you right now.

Confidence is something i always felt we need in order to succeed , and being over worrying shouldnt be associate with confidence. Always think about what you wanna acheive in your life , i look back to the times i have wasted and realise i am 27 years old already , moving on i will be 28. I look back to the year before 2014 because i felt i have never wasted any single time getting to my goals. I definely not gotta be as great on shape compare to the past , but this year shall be the change for me.

Determination is a very quality i posses , i dont call myself a very smart perosn. But i believe with determination ,you can defifinely going to have a way higher percentage to succeed compare to smart. Put down your ego  ,, pride. Or use your ego and pride to merge in your determination. As usual i wish you luck to succeed , same for myself.

Well on a random note , sometimes i dream of infiltration LOL. He seem to be really hungry this year , one of the favourites player is gong to  be back again. I really look forward to see him do well again,, thats for now i guess


Thursday 11 January 2018

Its 2018 already , notice how long i haven been bloging? Well , yes this blog used to be just pretty perosnal to me , but it came to become something i use to promote myself or share my thoughts.I guess 2018 is a good year to change it , well theres so much thing i want to highlights about my life and thoughts , and i really wanna share with everyone , be it in terms of game , or anything. Inspirational stuff or anything basically i could think of , i want it to be as freestyle as it could be so it may look pretty messy.

Procrastincating as been kinda long for me , well why does that happen? Because i think i am living well , at least way better than how i used to be living. I am thankful that everyday i woke up i see myself  , and i know i have a few sponsors being so supportive to me. Razer , Monster , Secretlab thank you.

i have been losing quite abit of weight since 1-2 month ago just to prepare for capcom cup, i didnt get the best results of cos but i really like how i dont look so fat anymore at least to me. Exercise and eat less is all i did , i know it wasnt the most healthy way to lose weight , neither do i bother to ask . All i know is if i continue to get fatter , it would be even more unhealthy. One of the most important reason i lost weight for capcom cup is cos i start to realise i feel lethagric easily after every meal thats slight heavier , and i didnt like it.

ok shall continue soon k